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[chimeranomore]

... Why am I letting it get to me so much? It's not as if she's ever acted like she likes me, or does much more than tolerate me.

I guess it's just because I've never really been hated before. Just feared, and I know she's got no reason to do that. Not like I'm fireproof anymore, and if I was that dangerous to her worldview I'd probably have convinced her by now.

Still, it... hurts. It almost physically hurts...

Comments

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

You did.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

When?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

... When you outright said you hate me?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't remember that. Maybe you're making it up.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Here. (http://community.livejournal.com/dramadramaduck/4443755.html?thread=331906667#t331906667)

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[oh ho ho, proven wrong! she'll deflect, of course]

... You're self-absorbed. Why do you care if I said that?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I'm self-absorbed?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Yes, you're self-absorbed!

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

And yet I'm not the one who refuses to listen to anything I don't like.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't do that.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Just... shut up, all right? I'm tired of this damn argument, neither of us ever gets anywhere, and I'm assuming it's most of the reason you've decided you hate me.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

No, you shut up! You're rude, and self-absorbed, and acting like an idiotic martyr! I don't hate you because you're not worth it! You're nothing!

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

And you can't even keep an argument coherent for five minutes! Would it kill you to at least decide whether you hate me or not?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

SHUT UP!

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

And whenever someone points out you're wrong, you never even try to justify yourself.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm not wrong! You're wrong! You're--

You're a horrible person!

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Oh, really? And why exactly is that? Just because I've actually acted like you're a human being?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You don't! You're the one who hates me!

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I don't! I never said that!

And if you don't hate me, why did you say it?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Liar!

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I'm not! Why do you think I hate you?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Because you act like it!

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

How? How do I act like it? If I hated you, why would I be upset that you hate me?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't know!

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Then stop saying it! Either have proof or accept that you're wrong for once!