[Fail!Locked]

[chimeranomore]

... Why am I letting it get to me so much? It's not as if she's ever acted like she likes me, or does much more than tolerate me.

I guess it's just because I've never really been hated before. Just feared, and I know she's got no reason to do that. Not like I'm fireproof anymore, and if I was that dangerous to her worldview I'd probably have convinced her by now.

Still, it... hurts. It almost physically hurts...

Comments

[ommminous-hummm.livejournal.com]

Go grab a few drinks, and then start writing the angsty poetry.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

This was supposed to be - you know what, never mind. It isn't as if the community ever seems to let this stuff stay locked...

... You know, I don't think either of those would help much.

Besides, I can't write poetry to save my life.

[ommminous-hummm.livejournal.com]

Never stopped anyone else from trying to do it.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Knowing this thing, it would post that, too, and I really don't need to inflict that on anyone.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Do you have a crush on me?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

stupid community can't freaking trust things to stay locked

No.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Then what's your problem?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

... Trust me, if I knew I'd tell you. I'm just not used to anybody actively hating me.

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

...Sorry.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

It's not your fault, Riku. Though I wish these things would stay locked.

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but...her? Really?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

What do you mean? [playing innocent... rather badly]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... You don't know me.

[Voice & Proper Locked >8)b ]

[savior_n_black]

Weird. How can someone actually, really hate you, but tolerate you, too?

[Voice, Locked]

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure she did both, not at the same time. But then, I didn't think she hated me until she came out and said it.

Re: [Voice, Locked]

[savior_n_black]

Yeah, but...'hate' is a pretty strong word, isn't it? Using it all literally, I mean.

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

Do you have a death wish or something, fella?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Believe it or not, I actually wasn't talking about you, Tira.

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

I know that--do you think I'm an idiot?

[a-wolfen-heart.livejournal.com]

What are you belly-achin' about?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Nothing you need to concern yourself with.

[a-wolfen-heart.livejournal.com]

No, really. I'm honestly curious. You never know, I could have advice that's actually helpful.

[ifbymyhands.livejournal.com]

...

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

... Hi, Kano.

[ifbymyhands.livejournal.com]

How could someone hate you?