[Fail!Locked]

[chimeranomore]

... Why am I letting it get to me so much? It's not as if she's ever acted like she likes me, or does much more than tolerate me.

I guess it's just because I've never really been hated before. Just feared, and I know she's got no reason to do that. Not like I'm fireproof anymore, and if I was that dangerous to her worldview I'd probably have convinced her by now.

Still, it... hurts. It almost physically hurts...

Comments

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

No, but given that I didn't actually specify it's probably a reasonably easy mistake to make.

Why would you assume I have a death wish? I had intended this post to be private.

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

Seeing as the person you intended this for already responded? Yeah, you got a death wish.

Even if you meant this to be private, have you seen her?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Well, no, the person this was about responded. No one else was supposed to see this.

And it's not like I actually want to date her or something.

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

... She'd slaughter you, you know.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Yes, I know. Well, she probably would now that I'm not fireproof.

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

Then why'd you make this?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Like I said, it's not like she was supposed to see it. And it doesn't mean I can't be upset that she hates me.

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

You're a self-righteous jerk, why wouldn't she hate you?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I'm a self-righteous jerk?

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

You know, I might be more inclined to listen to that if someone would actually explain how.

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

You act the same to me as that Azula person! We're nothing alike, what's wrong with you!

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

You might be surprised

... That's not what self-righteous means.

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

It is now. I changed it.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I... don't think language works like that

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

It does now.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

... I'm not sure if you're trying to annoy me or cheer me up.