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[chimeranomore]

... Why am I letting it get to me so much? It's not as if she's ever acted like she likes me, or does much more than tolerate me.

I guess it's just because I've never really been hated before. Just feared, and I know she's got no reason to do that. Not like I'm fireproof anymore, and if I was that dangerous to her worldview I'd probably have convinced her by now.

Still, it... hurts. It almost physically hurts...

Comments

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Given her tendency to dismiss anything she disagrees with, I kind of doubt it.

[a-wolfen-heart.livejournal.com]

Oh yeah? What's she like?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I'm not falling into that trap, thanks. This was just supposed to be me feeling sorry for myself, in fact - I didn't intend anyone else to actually see this.

[a-wolfen-heart.livejournal.com]

Well, regardless, it's out there.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I just... she's randomly decided to hate me after having been acquaintances for at least over a year.

[a-wolfen-heart.livejournal.com]

It's never "random". You just don't know the real reason.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

That was kind of my point, yes.