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[chimeranomore]

... Why am I letting it get to me so much? It's not as if she's ever acted like she likes me, or does much more than tolerate me.

I guess it's just because I've never really been hated before. Just feared, and I know she's got no reason to do that. Not like I'm fireproof anymore, and if I was that dangerous to her worldview I'd probably have convinced her by now.

Still, it... hurts. It almost physically hurts...

Comments

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but...her? Really?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

What do you mean? [playing innocent... rather badly]

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

[Ah huh, nice try] You know what I mean.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

[hajkfhuae] It's not like that.

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

It isn't?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

No, it isn't. Trust me on this one.

And before you say anything about me being dramatic, she did actually say she hates me. Not that she can keep her own argument straight for more than one conversation.

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

Azula says that about almost everyone. Don't worry about it.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

No, she doesn't, actually. She says everyone who disagrees with her is stupid, but she claims not to care enough about most people to hate them.

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

Seems like a good reason to just ignore her.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

... She reminds me too much of myself, okay?

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

...Oh.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

You might remember I decided I was a monster once, too.

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

Not everyone thought the same. Including me.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I never said I was right. Or that she was right when she decided it.

Besides, we've... both lost people. The difference being that my case was actually my fault.

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

That's still no excuse for her.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I just... don't know what to do, all right? People aren't my strong point.

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

Like I said, don't worry about it too much.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

[sigh]

I guess you're right...

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... You don't know me.

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

I know enough. And I didn't say anything bad about you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Yes you did. And you don't know enough, because you don't know me.

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

Believe what you want.