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[chimeranomore]

... Why am I letting it get to me so much? It's not as if she's ever acted like she likes me, or does much more than tolerate me.

I guess it's just because I've never really been hated before. Just feared, and I know she's got no reason to do that. Not like I'm fireproof anymore, and if I was that dangerous to her worldview I'd probably have convinced her by now.

Still, it... hurts. It almost physically hurts...

Comments

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

No, you shut up! You're rude, and self-absorbed, and acting like an idiotic martyr! I don't hate you because you're not worth it! You're nothing!

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

[Ah huh, nice try] You know what I mean.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

And you can't even keep an argument coherent for five minutes! Would it kill you to at least decide whether you hate me or not?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

[hajkfhuae] It's not like that.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

SHUT UP!

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... You don't know me.

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

It isn't?

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[savior_n_black]

Weird. How can someone actually, really hate you, but tolerate you, too?

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

Do you have a death wish or something, fella?

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

And whenever someone points out you're wrong, you never even try to justify yourself.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Believe it or not, I actually wasn't talking about you, Tira.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm not wrong! You're wrong! You're--

You're a horrible person!

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

I know enough. And I didn't say anything bad about you.

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[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure she did both, not at the same time. But then, I didn't think she hated me until she came out and said it.

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

I know that--do you think I'm an idiot?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Yes you did. And you don't know enough, because you don't know me.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

No, it isn't. Trust me on this one.

And before you say anything about me being dramatic, she did actually say she hates me. Not that she can keep her own argument straight for more than one conversation.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

No, but given that I didn't actually specify it's probably a reasonably easy mistake to make.

Why would you assume I have a death wish? I had intended this post to be private.

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[savior_n_black]

Yeah, but...'hate' is a pretty strong word, isn't it? Using it all literally, I mean.

[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

Oh, really? And why exactly is that? Just because I've actually acted like you're a human being?

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[unluckychimera.livejournal.com]

I just... I don't know, honestly.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You don't! You're the one who hates me!

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

Azula says that about almost everyone. Don't worry about it.

[howdarktheblood.livejournal.com]

Seeing as the person you intended this for already responded? Yeah, you got a death wish.

Even if you meant this to be private, have you seen her?

[lol-mouseketeer.livejournal.com]

Believe what you want.